I WANT THIS GORGEOUS!

AAAA, yesterday I sleep around 2.30 am. And I woke up at 10.38 am! I am soooo tired. But I can't sleep because of my weird eyes -.- Okay so Ayah was not here when I woke up, he's in KK for some work. Ayah, buy some chocolates!

Haha, okay I need to shower :P So, later guys.

Athiraaaaah, another 10 more days! Ahhhh, shitttt. Okay chill chill. So another 10 more days is Nadiah's Birthday. And everyday at school, she will reminds me again and again. Haha Nadiah, I will not forget your birthday, so please :P Haha. Guess what she want for her birthday. She expect David Archuleta would come HERE on her birthday and hug her. Keep dreaming weh. Hahahaha.

She's sooooo excited about her birthday, because of what eh Nadiah? :P Haha. But the worse part is, Nadiah's birthday is on Chinese New Year, so no school. Haish but it's okay. I hope you'll have an awesome day my love :P

S: trust me, trust whatever i do, whatever i say, and my feelings for you. Take your time.

R: Even if it takes a while?

S: You worth waiting :)

-I trust you but it may takes a while. Keep waiting if you can. But if you can't bear with it anymore, I'm sure you can find someone who is much much more better than me. As for the love and promises you gave me, I'll keep it in mind. And one more thing, remember this, I love you.

hee hee

I want that prettttyyyyy stuff!

damn

I needed to sort my head out. To decide on a new strategy. I couldn't run any longer.

hooooo

Lies don't fix things. They don't even make things easier, at least not in the long run. Best to tell the truth and then clean up an honest mess.

I've been through a lot of things. So please, lies won't work with me. Just tell the truth because whether I like it or not, I have to accept the truth even if it will hurt my feelings. I'm ready for that. Even if you lie or you just tell the truth, it still hurts. So theres nothing different between telling the truth and lying. And it will make things easier for me too :)